It's funny, I live in the desert and I get cold like it's zero degrees. I feel that cold at least. Part of it might have to do with my Midwestern upbringing. I hear how cold it is over there and I shiver. I shiver from not just cold temps but thoughts as well.
Fearful thoughts plague me as I get older. Will I be able to live well and healthy enough for my family. To take care of them and such. I worry about these and the only thing I can do is pray about it. That and try to be healthy. This is hard when food options involve pizza, ice cream, etc. I ate plenty last year.
The New Year is upon me tho and new beginnings. I am hopeful that I shed the extra pounds I have piled on myself. Also, I am striving to busy myself with activities that will enrich my life. I dwell on my health and well-being daily. I have a family to be around for and need to be in better shape than I am in currently.
These are just New Year rants. I think we all go through them at some point. I mean we all want this year to be better than last year. I'm no exception, here.