I don't know where I am going with this topic, but here it is. I am contemplating on my future. Where will I be in five years? What is going to be real, staying constant? Also, why am I bothered with so many memories of my former life?
To sum it up, I think I have a premature mid-life crisis. I don't know why I recall and compare my past to the present. Strange it is, yet so mind boggling too. Just thought I'd clue you in on the inner workings of my mind. I still yearn to be as motivated as I was when I was younger.
If anything has changed it is my motivation, unfortunately. Well, these are some of my mindless thoughts.